A young man from Iran

A young man from Iran

Mh name is Jamshid and I am Iranian. I was born in a middle and open mind family. My father is not a religion and I had not any force to do practice Islamic duty.
I was lived in a big city and I had so many different friends and classmates. I like football and I played football in my free time with other young people.
One day after playing football one of my friends said to me I have a friend and today is his birthday if you like we can go together. I accepted and we went.
In my friend's home, there were near 20 people that all were young. We danced, drank alcohol and red wine that our friend made it in his home. I was so interested in his wine because it was so tasty. After the party, I asked my friend if possible to give me the way that how I can make the red wine because alcohol is forbidden in my country and you can not buy anywhere legally. But fortunately grape in my country is so cheap (5 pence per kilo).
After that party, I got close to my new find friend and they were so rich. Because his mother was a gynecologist. One he said to me I want to take you to a friend party that speaks about Jesus and Christianity. I accepted and I went there. The people who I met them were so friendly, kind and also nice. They welcomed me and huge me and in spite of their high situation and richer invite me again and again.
After that event, I decided to tell my father about my new religion and faith, and afraid to speak to my mother. My father said to me it's your own choice but I'm so sorry about your situation. I understood his worry as a father and I promised him I am so conscious about my opinion and my behavior.
Every day I studied books and articles about Jesus and Christianity on the internet and I was so keen and blive to my new religion.
In spite of promised that I gave my father, I spoke about my religion to my close friends and sometimes invite them to join my new discover religion. Unfortunately, the revolutionary guard( Iranian security force) catch my friend and also he gave him my details
On this day I was at my uncle's home in another city and they could not catch me. My uncle arranged my escape from Iran and I went to turkey by helping a person. My traveled took 2 months and finally, I arrived to the UK.
I could not say goodbye to my family, relatives and also close friends. I'm so worried about my grandfather and my grandmother that I can not see them again. Because I was so close to them and every afternoon I went to their home and spoke with them and drink tea with them. Every morning I wake up I check my mobile and I'm so sorry about their health. I could not speak with them because they are so old and their ears also are so weak and could not hear my voice.
For me as an active and only child in my family life is hard here. And also for my parents. My mom every night and also morning must call me and be sure that I am safe and secure and also ask about my daily, what kind of food I ate today. She told me till now she did not cook my favorite food, because of Im not there.
Sometimes life is so hard and you can not do anything. I hope one day everybody can live in his country without any fear or danger. I'm counting day by day that regime in my country change and I can come back to my lovely room and country.
My mother said still my bed as the same and no change anything in my room because it has the smell of my son. I know its painful for a mother that can not see her only child and I've also missed him every day. Sometimes at night in my sleep I think in my room but when I wake up in my cold bedroom here in Lancaster. I missed my lovely dog in Iran and I know it missed me.
But one thing is here so amazing and lovely, welcoming and friendly people. Lancaster people are so so friendly, Unbelievable, I would like to say to them thanks very much.